Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/
so i came home today, or rather friday since by the time i finished this whole thing it was saturday at like, 2 in the morning, and i realised that no matter how cheesy this all is i have to say it because i want everybody to know i love them! :D
SO.
im going to start with
cheryl woon :D (HI CHERYL)because i did start off with sec one with you next to me, since i knew you from 6orchid and all. i am REALLY REALLY REALLY thanking god, and have been from the beginning, that you've been there for me all the time(and i mean ALL THE TIME). i know we're not as close as we were then but IM REALLY GONNA MISS YOU alot alot alot for all your lame-ness and the fishballs and all the times you made me laugh like hell at some stupid lame joke you randomly decided to announce to the world. :D i love you cheryl! i still owe you a ride home from a long long time ago so you better make use of it :D you're an awesome person and you're always super nice to the people that treat you like shit and i've always told you to be mean back but you never do and i know i could NEVER ever do that so i really envy you for being to tolerant and all. one day some handsome dashing young and sexy guy is gonna sweep you off your feet and then you'll never have to be the tolerant one anymore because he will have to tolerate your consistent lameness and all :D and i hope you dont let anybody walk all over you and that you'll stay as lame as you are now like, forever. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU okay. dont let shum bully you anymore! :D
SHUUUUM. i think i have nothing to say. whoa. OKAY I'LL TRY. i know i'll always remember you for the times i was sitting with you in chinese in sec1 and you had to teach me everything(and you still do) and we talked in class all the time and got scolding from luwenshi like every lesson. i know i got pissed with you lost of times, but i really do love you okay! even for all your vulgarities and everything because when you do it its super hilarious and for scolding me for shaking my leg during exam and tsk tsk tsking all the time. i know i complained about it alot but i'm still gonna miss it okay! (or not) but thats not the point, THE POINT IS IM GOING TO MISS YOU, especially for all the noise you make in class. i can't imagine how quiet it'll be!
HI CHERYL(goh) :D i don't remember how i got to know you, but i think it had something to do with jiaher. HAHA,i remember thinking you were a total nerd, but then i realised you were a total bimbo, so yeah i was quite shocked :D PLEASANTLY, of course. because i don't think i would have gotten along with you very well if you were the person i thought you were. NOT THAT I GET ALONG WITH BIMBOS, but you know. whatever! the point is, I GET ALONG WITH YOU, most of the time at least. :D i'm really going to miss all your bimbotic-ness and all your attacks at me and how you insist the way you walk home is faster when i think its impossibly slow, BUT i still love you anyway, VERY VERY MUCH! i know we dont have a perfect friendship or whatever but you were one of the first few people i got to know properly and i'll always remember you whenever i think 1/2 and 2/2. so you could say you're quite significant :D i love you okay! maybe one day i'll see you in orchard with a super muscular guy(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA) or something shopping for cute little dresses and everything and when that day does come, you must introduce me to your boyfriend and we shall pray his name does not start with an S. :D I LOVE YOU OKAY! dont punch me in the nose please. HAHAHA. not that you'd do any damage but still!
GOH MEI CHAN AMANDAAAAAAAA :D i'll always remember you as the weirdo who writes her name like that. HAH. goh mei chan amanda goh mei chan amanda. you little emokid. little because you're shorter than me *smiles proudly* if one day you do grow and magically become taller than me i'll slap you, scream at you, then give you a hug reach up to pat your head and congratulate you. HAHAHAHAHA, same goes for you nadia, but you're coming later. IM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH AMA, esp for dancing on my bed and i swear everytime i hear that mandy moore song i will think of you :D and for all the other stupid things you do too. I LOVE YOU OKAY, even after all the times i ignored you and pissed you off and everything and all the other stupid things i've done i still love you! and i hope you don't remember me for the horrible things i've done because im a very horrible person, and i want you to know that even though i treat you horribly and all i still love you all the same and its just me. SO YES, i love you ama!<3
NADIA ONGKOWIDJAJA(i had to confirm that spelling with gen so im quite certain its correct now)!!! i've known you 8 years now, can you believe it. to think i started off not liking you! IN LIKE P1. HAHAHAH i never thought i'd be so close to you. I KNOW IM DEFINITELY GOING TO MISS FIGHTING WITH YOU, over stupid things and whatnot. it can get really fun okay! i have to say i love making you angry sometimes because you're so easy to agitate. HAHA DONT KILL ME. but i love talking to you too and NOT fighting with you and the fact that i can actually get angry with you and you can get angry with me and there still are no significant consequences. NOT THAT I LIKE FIGHTING WITH YOU OR ANYTHING, but its the fact that i don't have to be fake and pretend to not be angry and pretend to love you and all. BECAUSE I DO LOVE YOU! and im going to miss you so much and i hope you wont forget me because you're going to meet my future husband before me and you need to screen all of them and see who is most suitable! HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA i can't believe i still remember that. you better get a nice nice one for me ah! i don't care. :D :D :D i love you nad!
LIZZI/ZIDDY/ZED<3 i think i have alot of nicknames for you, like over the past two years. i remember how we bonded over green and orange and carrots and everytime i think green&orange in that certain shade or i see cartoon carrot your name flashes in my head :D i remember being super close to you and all and how i spoiled it all and i know im a stupid girl and i really regret it but i'm glad i'm close to you again. i actually think im closer to you after that whole thing but it didn't happen anyway. I'M REALLY GOING TO MISS TALKING TO YOU AND EVERYTHING because you're always direct with me(sometimes a little too direct and i have no idea what to say, but im not complaining) and i can always count on you to tell me the truth. and i now i can tell you anything and act like i-dont-know-what-the-fuck and you'll still love me after all of it and i don't think i've been able to trust somebody so much before so, yeah. :D i'm going to miss talking to you about all your boy-problems and analysing everything for you because you can't do it yourself for NUTS. HAHAHA. & even if we dont get into the same class, which i'm pretty sure we won't ): but i really hope you do anyway. you better remember that you can come to me for anything and i'll be your analyser whenever you need me! I LOVE YOU OKAY, and i especially love you for being so awesome to me even though i treat you like shit all the time and i really really don't deserve it. :D AHHHH I LOVE YOU YOU BITCH YOU BETTER NOT FORGET ME.
JLOOONG. i never got used to calling you jocelyn and i don't think i ever will but i love you for the jloong that you are anyway. :D i know i used to be able to talk to you alot and all and i don't really know what happened (probably my fault i guess) but i guess we're both changed, maybe a little and maybe alot but at least we can still talk about stuff, even if its not as much as we used to :D IM GOING TO MISS SMASHING YOUR TALKING ERNIE and you going crazy about that (ugly) little sesame street character and your siao-ness and basically just you. i'm not going to forget all the times you listened to me scream and ramble and so on and so forth and going to the library and everything and THE DAY YOU SHOT UP AND BECAME TALLER THAN ME. pft, you bitch. i cannot believe you left me down here! ): one day im going to see you performing in one of those big-shot theatres with some (gay) ballet guy or something and i'll think, HAH! i was friends with her! SHE'S TALLER THAN ME!
GENNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D i'm not going to call you ducky just this once but don't get used to it because i like calling you ducky and there's nothing you can do about it. HAAAAAAH. i'm gonna miss bitching about whoever&whoelse with you and all your bitchy-ness (which you did not get from me) and talking to you and shopping and everything. I'M ESPECIALLY GOING TO MISS YOUR BITCHY-NESS BECAUSE ITS SO HILARIOUS and i never ever knew you were so bitchy. HAHAHHAHA :D its not a bad thing okay. I LOVE YOU GENNY and i know i wasn't superly close to you until a few months ago but i'm still going to miss you for all the times you made me laugh like crazy and scream like crazy and everything. and i'm going to miss you boxing me and shipping me to africa even though i really don't like african and i'm not going to put you at the bottom of the ocean anymore because i'll miss you! and i don't want to be shipped to africa so you better not also, i don't care! i know you're definitely going to 3/3 but i am selfish and i want you to not get in because then you'll go to 3/2. but then i'll feel horrible SO i don't know already! ): & you better learn to be less bitchy! WAIT CANNOT FIND BOYFRIEND! :D :D :D
JOYEE. you're like one of the only people among those i'm close to that is choosing 3/2 and I REALLY HOPE we both get in because it'll just be way beyond awesome. :D i still remember you from P3 (?) when your mum would bring macs to school for us to eat before school and in P1 when you have me this bugs bunny letter thing and i was upset about something that day and i remember reading it over and over because it was so funny and it totally cheered me up. i know after P3(was it P3 or P2?!) i like, never talked to you anymore but I DO NOW! and i'm really going to miss all your crazy-ness and random-ness and talking to you about stuff and shopping and everything, because i know when i shop with you, i spend most money and so far, you're one of the top on my list of people to shop with :D i'm going to miss studying with you, your house and mine, and the scary stuff and teaching you to play the guitar and everything. I LOVE YOU OKAY i'm going to remember you saying i can call you whenever i get scared of stupid things and I STILL AM GOING TO CALL YOU WHEN I GET SCARED OF STUPID THINGS so you better not go, huh? rachael who? OKAY! i'll kill you if im scared to death and you can't remember who i am!
RACHELLE. YOU! I WANT TO THANK YOUx100000000 FOR BRINGING ME FOR LIVE THE DREAM and YOUR DADDY TOO and i had so much fun and i was actually like, LESS THAN A METRE AWAY FROM UTT and i have a picture to prove it and i HAVE YOU TO THANK! which i didn't do in my previous post because i was so caught up in UTT<33333333 so THANKYOUx100024736586793. i know we're not really very close and all but i'm going to miss teasing you about YOU-KNOW-WHO and screening your messages and seven hand poker and YOU WINNING ALL THE TIME. and and your obsession with red and black and ALL BLACK by Good Charlotte and your many other obsessions/ AND IM NOT GOING TO FORGIVE YOU FOR PICKING 3/3 WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO LIT! ): HAHA im kidding :D i love you anyway la!
ASHLEY NGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i'll always remember you as the prefect in primary school and you've changed so much from the nerdy short prefect in primary school to this TALL(grrrrr) not so nerdy person you are now. out of everybody, i think you're the only one i can still talk to so often and all, AND I'M REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! even after all the times we were supposed to go out and cancel cancel cancel i know you're still there for me because you're ashley and you're awesome like that. AND i love how you talk to me all the time (and you are now but im not replying you properly because im writing/typing this :/) about random stuff and make me laugh like crazy with your ashley-isms. I KNOW YOU'RE NOT PART OF 2/2 but you're special and i had to add you in even though i'm quite confident we'll still be close, after all we have been since two years ago, because i love you so much! and i love that i can still talk to you after like, forever. I LOVE YOU OKAY so you better not leave me in Sg when you go off to america! PACK ME IN YOUR BAG OR SOMETHING! :D :D :D
2/2 (1/2 too, but i think 2/2 sounds cooler) <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333i know i started off hating the class (with passion!)and everything but i'm glad i gave it a chance cause it's the best class i've been in and the only one i'm scared to leave. because whats outside of 2/2 can't possibly be better than what we have here right now and i'm really gonna miss you guys because without even one or two of you we wouldn't be 2/2. OH GOSH IM STARTING TO SOUND SO COMPLETELY CHEESY! anyway. ITS SO UNFAIR OKAY! ): i FINALLY learned to love 2/2 for each and every one of us and its all going to be over. ITS SO UNFAIR ): can you imagine a class without all the noise and jokes and everything?! I CAN'T ANYMORE! ):
anyway, im sorry to all those i didn't mention up there, because i can't possibly mention everybody or i'd take forever so i want you all to know i love you anyway and im going to miss you all, i really am!
HAHAHAHA, i'm evil and i hope i made you all cry :D then you can go hug your pillows and pretend its me :D
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